Sunday, September 4, 2011
Wake Me Up When September Ends
Well...the time has come again. It's been 2 years since we lost the love of our lives. September is here and so is the pain. The guilt I have right now for trying to find NEW happiness is eating me alive inside. I've realized that I am NOT going to find it no matter how hard I try. Once again my shadow wants to really hurt the woman who let my child die. You might as well rip the heart right out of me because this uncontrollable RAGE is not ME at all. Oh Lord....wake me when September is over.....PLEASE.